thanks it still here

 haven't visited this blog for so many many years, and I am very amazed that it is still here.

it's so nice that I can see my blog again

I can't visit my blog since I went back China.
I don't know what problem with it.

Welcome my self!

out of my deeper heart

Out of my deeper heart a bird rose and flew skywards.
Higher and higher did it rise, yet larger and larger did it grow.
At first it was but like a swallow, then a lark, then an eagle, then as vast as a spring cloud, and then if filled the starry heavens.
Out of my heart a bird flew skywards. And it waxed larger as it flew. Yet it lest not my heart.
O, my faith, my untamed knowledge, how shall I fly to your height and see with you man's larger self pencilled upon the sky?
How shall I turn this sea within me into mist, and move with you in space immeasurable?
How can a prisoner within the temple behold its golden domes?
How shall the heart of a fruit be stretched to envelop the fruit also?
O, my faith, I am in chains behind these bars of silver and ebony, and I cannot fly with you.
Yet out of my heart you rise skyward, and it is my heart that holds you, and I shall be content.
---Kahli Gibran, Sand and Foam

oh, a new blog

again.